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Thursday, July 21, 2005
sian ar..i dying soon..!! yest wanted 2 blog..bt den all my info gone 4 my proj..haix..i almost cried yest somemore i go sch early do de leh..sigh..tink lata haf 2 go sch early oso..need 2 do my SPSS stuff need 2 change..den still need 2 change everyting..!! i tink end up conclusion n recommendation i do liao..haix..next time work wif this group muz assign work le..cos i so stress wif soing almost everyting..!! Ming de say he do e editing..haha..thank u..2nd member tt say they wan 2 do sth..other den faz..but oso end up i do..cos i scared no time ma..haha
yest dad bday..!! haha..bought him a cake..haha..i tink he was so happy..though he keep sayin next time no need..haha..next yr is mum turn le..dis yr i nv do anyting 4 her..feel dam bad..i tink she oso sure upset de..but dun wan 2 say onli..sigh..i noe i treat her veri bad..but sometimes i reali tired..tired 2 fight oso lo..but i cant let go..i dun wan 2 let go..i dun wan 2 gif in..i always gif in..y cant ppl gif in 2 mi..sigh..im tried 2 b nice lo..i tried to say my feelings..to both..but nth seem 2 change..haix..im tired of keep havin 2 turn him down..haix..tired of secret here n there..tt's was e reason i told them abt him lo..yet..nth change..den wat's e pt..haix..
4get it..i dun wish 2 tink le..tired..sick..
i tot tings would b diff.. nw i realise i was wrong.. but den again..without hope.. wat's e pt of living.. baby.. im sure 1 day they will accept us.. *ilu always will.. muacks.. thx 4 understanding.. i could see u were upset yest.. though u didnt wan 2 tell mi.. im so sori to bring dis upon u..
*crying alone in darkness...
thinking of you @ 9:53 AM
wishing for--*
* new tops/ bottoms/ jumper
* nail polish
* new highlights for hair
* new heels
* new diary (notebook)
* have a beta 2007
* be more decisive
movie list--*
happy feet
open season
Night at the Museum
charlotte's web
eragon
= the holiday =
curse of e golden flower
= zodiac =
= TMNT =
= Ghost Rider =
= Spider Man 3 =